I'm also sorry you are feeling left out... truth is, you have been here maybe 5 weeks and only posted 34 times? Your first post elicited 13 responses alone!
We need to hear from you, to know you need more support... I haven't seen you in chat, but then, I haven't been able to do that myself much.
I doubt anyone wants you to leave... maybe you could post in a forum that best suits your need, and continue with us here? TC