<font color="blue">(((inky)))) you know I do care about you and your situations... but you also know that UNTIL you take responsibility for your own healing, it won't matter what doctor you see. No doctor can make you do anything, really. Since you do have such a hard time with compliance, maybe this would be a good topic to begin to discuss with the fill-in T? There must be some little steps you can take to begin taking care of yourself on a consistent basis? Some one thing to begin with, that no matter what, YOU agree to yourself you will do or keep at???