I was talking to a girl up here at work, she was talking about her boyfriend . She was telling me how he was talking about his ex-wife. I know the guy and have heard the story of his ex being abused as a child. Anyway, the girl up here at work had the nerve to say to me, it seems like to me if she was sexually abused as a child then she wouldnt want to have kids. don't you think!
I was frozen I couldnt say anything...... i was sexually abused as a child and a teenager and I have two kids... but they were my choice.. i wanted them.... why does this hurt me so much? why do her words still echo in my head? is it because she doesnt know about my past? if she did would she believe me? probably not!!! It hurts me! It hurts me to think that she thinks that people who have been abused cant lead "normal" lives... I know that she wouldnt understand! i know that i should let it go but it is hard.
It makes me feel .. i dont know if i can find a word to describe how it makes me feel!

sorry just had to vent