Hey Popskid, I found myself in the same situation 2 summers ago. I had an abortion and while it sucked horribly seeing everyone around me in relationships and having children (which is something i wanted but not under those circumstances), I knew I did the right thing and I never regretted my decision. Especially not now, as I am in a real, loving relationship and pregnant with my first child =) Having a baby shouldn't feel like a punishment, we all make mistakes.