When I was about 15 or 16, that's probably when I first started showing signs of depression. By the time I was 17, I was thinking about death and suicide. Then when I went to college I felt better for a while. Had another (very brief) episode when I was around 21, I think. After that, I was okay until a couple of years ago. Depression was slowly building for about a year before I realized what was happening and sought counseling. Tried that for a while and it helped somewhat, but earlier this year when I started sinking down lower than ever, I realized I needed more help. That's when I started on medication, and it's been a lifesaver. I wouldn't say that I feel terrific now, but this is actually the best I ever remember feeling in my entire life. I'm now 28.