angry, angry, angry...though...i am. and i usually want to punch someone in the face when i feel this way...what do you do when you feel overwhelmed and KNOW you should distract yourself...but, instead, you dwell and dwell on the problem...even though you know you shouldn't! Isn't that horrible! lol. i know what i could do...but, i just won't do it...i could watch t.v. or play on the computer or eat something, instead i choose to think and think ...dwell and dwell...maybe when a situation feels unbearable underneath and it feels like it just needs to be resolved, nothing inside of you is satisfied by the mundane, repititious experiences of life...its like nothing can rest in me until I solve the issue but, I can't solve it until next monday because that is when I see my "T." ...so then its pointless to just sit and dwell and dwell...yet, I do it anyway...why do we do sooo many things that are so bad for us, and we know they are but, we continue doing them???