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Originally Posted by Belle1979
I think you are right Muser.
First relationship after Mark.. dwelling on what went wrong there... not knowing what to do or what I want. Trying new things and opening up almost destroyed me when it ended.... I dont want to put a "cap" on what i am allowing myself to feel or will feel... it just seems that everything is wrong.. emotional wrong that is... how can one emotion end and then another not even begin?
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I don't know the ins & outs of the human mind, but seems like we get a little "numb" after a tough time. Even bad feelings can be intense. This meh feeling might not be such a bad thing....a transition from tense to "OK....moving on."
For me...after being upset for so long it took a while for me to find that "joy" again and it doesn't take much for me to retreat back into my shell. It's OK to be a little pensive. You're in the midst of creating a new joyful memory. Bali will be exciting.
Remember to find joy in the little things around you as well
xxxxx