I'll be honest - I was holding back out of respect for you - but I'm thrilled you decided to keep this baby. When I was younger until my 30's I never wanted kids but my husband did and we had many discussions. I finally decided to have a child and it was the best thing that ever happened to me. I now have 2 girls 13 and 9. I've gone through some very devastating life problems the last few years and having them with me, has kept me going - knowing I have lives depending on me. Yes I was nervous and scared but once you feel the baby moving, it's an awesome feeling. I loved every moment of my pregnancy and even the birth itself lol. I'm very happy your BF is supporting you.