Thanks (((everyone))). It feels good to know that I am not alone, and at the same time I hate the fact that anyone else has had to go through or is going through this. It's terrible. My heart says get close to them, and my head says to stay away from them. It's a struggle. I've fought with myself all day long about it. I've wanted to call and just ask them if I did something wrong to make them mad at me. But I know that it probably has nothing to do with me. I'm simply just a good punching bag for them... whether it be physically or mentally. They just don't care. It's hard to live with that.
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"There are things we need to forget and forgive,
Sometimes we have to try and shed the damage we don't need."
Silverchair- All Across The World
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