((((Jen)))) I am so sorry you were hurt in a place that is supposed to be safe for healing. That stinks. I am sorry that the pain is too deep. I get that. Can you do any art right now to just show what that pain looks and feels like? Usually, that is the only thing I can do to keep from SI. It has been helping a bit to do that though. It lets me put the pain into a form that I can show T without T getting silent about a scar or new burn.