[quote=jilliebeanmn;1550158]Talking to a good friend that moved a few years back and all of a sudden I got very sad and lonely. She's with her family, carving pumpkins and baking pumpkin seeds. She asked what I was doing and I said NOTHING. She said, well you can't be doing nothing, and I told her besides talking to her I really was doing nothing tonight. No reading, no tv, nothing.

I am so tired of being alone. I went to dinner alone tonight. I ate breakfast alone this morning. I wake up alone and go to bed alone. It really sucks.

I have friends, I have family (my kids are grown and out of the house), but I don't have that somebody special, and being depressed half the time I don't generally have alot of energy to look.

Quite the catch 22 I guess.

I miss having coffee with somebody in the morning. I miss cuddling up on the couch to watch a movie. I miss hugs and kisses.

[/qoh jellybmn. i feel your pain and sadness. im exactly the same
alone all the time,while my best friend gets engaged,alone morn noon and night...as bruise springsteen say...just a little bit of the human touch how i long for this, just posting this makes me cry, please PM me if you feel to but till then i send love,kisses and hugs. Mabey one day for us aah
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