You're not alone... Pills are a "friend" of mine from way back when I was 10 and 11 years old. Anything from Lortab to Valium and Xanax to Adderall. It becomes abuse when you use them more than the doctor has prescribed and it also becomes abuse if you use them and they aren't prescribed to you and you are taking them just for a high. If you feel you have a problem with pills or any other drug, please go seek help. I know I don't have much room to talk right now with my current situation, but just because I have a drug problem doesn't mean I don't care about others' problems. So please seek some treatment.