I'm not saying I'm going to remain clean for the rest of my life, hell, I may not make it through the week clean. But I am saying I am tired of this lifestyle and I am truely going to put forth the effort to get clean again. I haven't even really been trying that much and have stopped going to meetings and everything. I'm fixing to start back. May even try rounding up the money to get in treatment.

My sister overdosed yesterday and has been put in detox for 3 days, after the 3 days are up they have to let her go since she won't sign to stay in treatment for 28 days. I do NOT want to end up in her position. Gotta stop it before it gets there.