<font color="blue"> i know they could be prescribed for me if i could afford a doctor. i also don't understand why a pill that can make someone happy who is depressed for it's side effects can't be used if it is a narcotic? why can't the drug companies make a safer one? and why can't narcotics be given for there side effects? many other pills are? it just doesn't make sense! i take the pills because i would be in severe constant pain, but i also enjoy the "happy feelings" that come with them. and seeking help and/or treatment isn't an option right now. i just wondered if there was anyone here i could relate to in this area. thank you for your reply. </font>