I hate talking to professionals about how I feel. I mean, I don't know anything about them so why should they know about me? The answer is that they need to know in order to help. I know it sucks having to deal with friends and parents who are constantly analyzing your behavior... It's annoying. But, like the doctors, they are also trying to help and that's a sign that they love you and want to make sure you're doing alright. They are a net for you to fall into when depression hits or the string that ties you to the ground when your floating off into the world of mania.

Since I was diagnosed with depression and finally BP I've tried many different meds. Although it was a long, somewhat frustrating process, I've found, because of my pdoc, a med that works for me. I've been stable, legitimately stable, for over 2 months now. It's the first time in maybe 3 years! I have bad days just like everyone else does and I have good days too. What I'm trying to say is that yes, having bipolar sucks (a ton!) but it shouldn't define our lives (easier said than done). I want you to know that it is possible to find something that works for you whether it's a certain type of therapy, a combo of meds or any other healthy solution.

Wow. That was long

I hope this helps to give you a little hope! Best wishes!
-L