Thanks Jan, I know. Its hard to believe . Its like I sat around here most of the day today and just stared into space. Didnt know what to think , do because Bubby wasnt here jumping on me wanting petted and loved . The house seems so silent now without his meows. And hearing his iittle bell ring on his collar. Silly me , sometimes I carry it with me in my pant pocket so I can hear it ring a bit. stupid Iknow.And everytime I sit down here at the computer.. I keep expecting him to jump up here to give me one of my eskimo kisses and walk across the keyboard to try to type something in lol. The little fart did that so many times and you couldnt believe how many times I've had to delete stuff lol.

I sat up most of the night last night looking at pictures I took of him. And I decided I am going to make a scrapbook up of him. I started looking for poems already. I wish so badly I could get my creative juices going and think a poem up myself for him. He just deserves something really good ya know?

I miss him so much.

Hugz~
Bethy