plan your plan, then work your plan, queen  . you do need protection now! this man is highly dangerous to you and baby, imho. i almost died at the hands of an abuser. you're right, it will only get worse. seek help in the community for battered women, keep car keys and money outside of your house in case you need to run. please stay safe. please act on our pleas. we are not exaggerating the consequences. hugs to you . a new life free from fear and physical abuse awaits you. 
OOOPS just saw you are at a shelter. so proud of you. that took courage. know that you are stronger than you know right now.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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