Hello myoasis. Well we are the same. I feel shy everytime and I don't know why I felt that way. Just try to build up your confident. I mean try to talk like what they like. Me too I don't talk a lot at my work, but the best sword I have is smiling. Try to smile as often (please do it naturally) lol. I hope you get what I mean. I mean you know I tried to smile when I see people and they approach me. Or maybe you may compliment someone like did yiu cut your hair? Looks great! I mean you will notice that you made someone's day happy.

Well try to ignore other people what they say. I mean try to socialize a little bit. Just talk to them, but be careful for some words. They may not like it.

Actually, I can sense the feeling of annoyance like you when I'm at work. My resident that I'm taking care has alzheimers. When I talk to her she just respond a few words. I understand her cause she's old, but honestly, she doesn't have a life. She sleeps in my entire shift. She doesn't want to go for a walk to get air outside, which i think always feel dizzy all the time.

And the most annoying part is that those CNAs outside the room are very irritating. They thought I want the old lady to sleep. What the F you know. Well it is not my fault if she sleeps. Then they think I'm not doing anything, but actually I massage and exercise her, but it depends on what time that she is in good mood cause if I touch her that she is in bad mood, she just screams at me.
The old lady lost her weight and they also blame on me. I mean I just there for a few days. You know well is it my fault if she doesn't want to it no matter how hard I do to make her eat?

I am asking the same question too. Why do people do their jobs, and not minding other people's job right?

I am thinking the same thing too.