as well as bipolar and anxiety attacks, i have serious depression, which is now under perfect control.

i found as we tried different depression medications, sometimes the hatred would well up. i would visualize and daydream about shooting everyone i had worked with with a rifle (and other nasty things), as we were driving down the street i'd make a gun with my fingers and shoot everyone that passed.

i'm not absolutely certain, but it seemed to me the conditions happened to to depression rather than bipolar. but i could be totally wrong. bipolar has depression too, so you need to get checked for both