Thanks, everyone, for the support. We made it through the worst days...at least physically. I am more than a little concerned as my mind seems somewhere, somewhen else completely. Right now I have no face-to-face person to talk with about the DID stuff...and really few online too. Thing is I cannot articulate what is going on inside. It is like I do not have the language for it. I don't even understand it as the host but I feel it deeply.