Grouch Day 2005 is officially over.
Permits have been terminated.
But...I am still grouchy...so now what?
In fact, I think life sucks today.
I am angry with myself. No...I hate myself. My issues seem to never get resolved. I am a f**king disgusting human and only death is my friend!
I hate that I cannot just talk with my T. That I close down in session and that I have all these thoughts with no outlet.
I hate myself for being a worthless human who has no potential and who feels numb most of the time.