Some part of you doesn't want to give in to it, Dreamer, and that's why you're reaching out. Even if you do end up cutting, I hope you will still continue to come back and post here... It is hard to feel so desparate, but that feeling does eventually subside, and hope comes back. Sending you postitive energy. Peanut

<font color=blue>HI FROM PEANUT</font color=blue>