i guess. But when i stay in my room they complain that i'm not being part of the family. So i can't win. I'm jus so tired of all this. I've jus been to the library and got a couple of books on bipolar for them to read, as well as me. If they don't seem to be makin an effort to read them then i'm going to have to consider movin out and stayin with my mum or my gran. I'm jus physically, emotionally and mentally exhausted and i can't go on this way. I'm off to see my baby nephew now so hopefully he'll cheer me up a little. Thanks for being here. It means a lot!