I want to reinforce what myself said... we are allowed to talk about suicide here, we are NOT allowed to post suicidal thoughts.

Like myself said, we can not provide any real proper support for that. It hurts and frustrates the members here. I want to add that the alternative is to call a HOTLINE immediately. That is another good incentive of the "no suicidal posts" rule... instead of spending time here you should be focusing your energy on a hotline that can really get you the help you need.

Talking ABOUT suicide is different, and it can be HEALING to talk about past experiences and share with others how we have overcome them. We have to be carefull about triggering, of course, but that is separate from the "no sucidal posts" rule.

IMO this thread addresses an idea that is perfectly in bounds with support and discussion here.