My condolences on your recent loss.
I lost my beloved chihuahua 4 years ago and it still feels like yesterday. he was 14years old and my baby. Holding his little face as the vet euthanized him was agonizing but he was suffering badly and was in so much pain. Now I am.
My heart goes out to you,
((((((Bambi)))))))+((((((Sparky)))))))