melissa, congrats on your upcoming anniversary!!!!!!!!!!    what a wonderful accomplishment. i am so happy for you!
as for changing sponsors you already know that often times change can be good. sometimes ppl benefit from one sponsor then "grow" into another one. i admire that you see you now need the structured sponsor. i am confident this will be good for you. you've been on a journey of self fulfillment for 6 years. now you are taking a positive step to grow even more. try not to be anxious. this is your higher power working in your life.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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