I have been employed at a bookstore for 5 years now. An opening came and I applied. I know others have too. No one has heard anything. The longer we go without any indication makes me feel more like I am not going to get is. When I went in for the interview I felt strong capable and sure I would get it. Now I am thinking that if I don't then what am I doing here. I can't stay low level forever. I have so much capability to do the job. But my mind is faltering and makeing me doubt myself. Almost to the point of just saying screw it and find another job start over but make sure they know right off I want to be advancing. When I went thru the interview and before I was getting the green light and support from others in the store. I think the waiting is making me feel they have chosen someone else. And if I don't get it then what does that say about me especially when other managment thinks I would be great. I am faltering. I want to cry. I had been getting stronger about who I was and where I am going but I am not so sure now.