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SleepsWithButterFlies said:
I had a good few days and even today is good...or was but yesterday..was like so so....but on my way to the car I found myself ...almost like a fast thought not like it was mine but it was....but ..just suddenly thinking on how I am/was gonna commit suicide...I had no clue I was planning it...I sorta blew it out of my mind but it was too odd...So maybe I do need to see T..yet I think of it as maybe a luxury to see T...make sense?

Whats with the thoughts?

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A "luxury" to see a therapist? What do you mean? You don't feel like you deserve help when needed? Afraid to ask for help? Don't think you are worth paying money to help yourself?

I hope you do consider seeing a counselor or clergy to discuss what's going on with you.

((((((huggs)))))))