sleeps,

I read you post and it FELT familiar. I remember when things were really bad for me, I also considered driving like a maniac and these thoughs were working away in the back of my head, almost under their own steam.

What is it about..............................
Its hard to know but for me it was when I had reached a place where I had to do something. Not necesarily a bad thing, but do something to change where I was at and how I was dealing with things. What I did was admit to myself I needed help and got me a T.

I still have these thoughts, though not as often. But they have came to signify, for me, troubled times. Times when Im moving on, having to deal with something. Times when i need to stop and turn round and look at the problem.

Its not easy, and it is scary but they do lessen when/if you can sneek a look at what is really going on. What is that worry that makes you want to do something rather than face the actual worry itself.

Keep us all posted

Atg