well just me but i'm gonna pray that all goes well. try to avoid projecting even tho i realize that's easier said than done. just stay in today. the rest will take care of itself. sounds like you've been doing some brainstorming; freelance, etc and that's positive. also know we are here for you regardless of the final outcome   .
in the UK do they offer some job placement thru a govt. agency for ppl llike you with a disability but wanting to work/job training/placement? here in the US we do have one. i'm hoping you do too just in case.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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