Thanks.
I started a new thread related to intensified anxiety with this. Thought this thread had disappeared out of sight... But. We all, every employee of the council, today had a letter through the post about staffing, and it seems from that that managers are the current main 'target' this time around. But it was all very ambiguous.
My therapist is really helping me explore and be with my feelings, which really helps.

Yes, we have disability work related programmes. Thing is, I'm probably not disabled enough, as it were, to qualify. I've asked my manager for advice re this kind of available support, if the worst were to happen.