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Originally Posted by salukigirl
Tonight he started going off again. He wanted to know what I was going to tell the T next Monday and demanded to see my notebook so he could know what I had been writing and when I told him no he started telling me that I was hiding something. He went off and asked me who I was interested in.
Right this second he is screaming at me from upstairs about me not wanting to sleep in the same bed with him tonight. God I can't wait for this lease to be up.
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((salukigirl))
A couple of words of warning: I am pretty opinionated on this topic, so I'll try not to come across harshly.
Your words are a typical case of the abused. The abuser will always try to make things okay, with flowers and seemingly sincere apologies. But they always quickly go back to verbal and physical abuse. It is NOT worth it. It is NEVER worth taking.
I don't care if you bought a house with the man. Don't wait to get out of this relationship! Get out NOW, while you have this clean perspective on your boyfriend. Because there will always be something holding you back.
Please reach out for assistance in your community. There is lots of help available to those being abused. Please do use it! Don't go any farther in this (or another) relationship until you've gotten professional help. You are in my gentle thoughts ~ you DO deserve better!!