(((((((((((((fresia)))))))))))))))))) I am so so sorry you've been through such a rough time and that it's taken this toll on you It was absolutely heartbreaking to read about what happened with your friend's dog and I can totally imagine how going through that could absolutely floor you. It would have done me in too, for sure. I'm so sorry you had that experience. And then, on top of that, breaking up with your friend. That's really tough.

But I just really want to add my reassurance to that of the others. You WILL get through this. You WILL get back to a stable place again. Please don't lose hope. We're all rooting you