Thanks Kimmy...Its like lol I went today and that lady did my hair for free and I have no thoughts or plans but yes that kinda waking to a dumb thought threw and scared me a lot...not that I would DO it but more like...WTF ya know..And yes THAT day though it was kind of a good day..I was stressed about a health issue that kinda cropped up and scared me ...but wow that experience WAS scary..Its like walking and waking to finding yourself thinking (a ways into the thought) on how you are going to buy Lakers tickets but you don't like the Lakers..I have dissociated a few times in my life but it was NOT like this...I have seen my T talking and heard no words...but I knew I was me and was thinking more like OK LOOK LIKE YOU CAN HEAR HIM..SMILE and so on,.....Its just creepy ya know

I am cool today but hope it dont happen again