((((WePow)))))

Have you tried expressing these feelings to you T? I suspect it would help if you could somehow let him know how you are feeling about the change. Perhaps you could just email him your thoughts and feelings. It seems to me that your T's moving brought up many painful things for you and they need processing. Don't be too hard on yourself. So many of us find change difficult, and you are doing great just being in touch with those feelings instead of pushing them away or explaining them away as "discomfort". The child part of you is obviously very unhappy about losing your old safe place, and her anger and upset are perfectly understandable in the current circumstances. Let these feelings out, it is a very good idea to vent, in my opinion!

Talk to T, and see whether he can make this new environment feel safe for you. You are the best person to advise him. Otherwise how will he ever know?

Sending you lots of *hugs*. Actually I'm also quite p***ed off that he moved. How dare he????!!!