Thanks for sharing your story with us - I think we all know how difficult that can be. You have done some amazing things to try to improve your situation; so many people just give up. I hope you can focus on your strength, your support system, the initiative you've taken to be your own advocate. I hope you feel better soon.
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"Better not look down, if you want to keep on flying
Put the hammer down, keep it full speed ahead
Better not look back, or you might just wind up crying
You can keep it moving, if you don't look down" - B.B. King
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