I'm sorry it was hard for you...change is never easy! I hope your T will understand why you feel the way you do and help you process it...you've probably done a lot to get this far in therapy...so i wouldn't give up, even though the change is difficult...you wouldn't want to say goodbye to all your good work and time spent in his office? maybe this can be an opportunity for T to help you learn, cope, and embrace---change---maybe this is more of an opportunity then a negativity? who knows. all i know is, i hope you feel better soon!
JAZZY
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A bird doesn't sing because it has all the answers, it sings because it has a song.
Maya Angelou.
so sing. Jazz, sing. --jazzy123456
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