I have been in and out of therapy. Hospitals. I put on this professional face, good mom. The. Thing is my husband is abusive, i love my job but high stress. And i feel like I'm nothing. I look around and I'm empty. And i cant anymore. He won't go to therapy, I'm always feeling like a looser and lost. And i dont have the strenght to fight anymore. I simply dont want to be here.i have three kids but i realize how much our relationship is screwing them up,along with just doing it all on my own and I'm exhausted. This way he'd have to step up. I am crap. What's the difference?