Hi Kiim,

I'm sorry I didn't write yesterday, wasn't feeling well. i've been reading some of the posts....everyone has a sad story. Makes me cry just reading theirs. Thank you for caring about me too. I want to be there for you too. Right now, things seem ok, I've been on this seizure med, which is also for depression. I don't know but somethings happening to me. I've felt pretty good today....not so much of the doom and gloom (and my father doesn't look as hard on me as I thought)..... I don]t know it could all be me and my perseption of life. Also, been writing like a diary here on this site....that seems to help too. I'snt it hard with all these up and down feelings. Ya never know from day to day how you'll feel. Oh thank you so much for caring. I needed that, especially knowing that I'll be going to work tomorrow where people could care less about me