I think i am proud of myself

I havnt had an alcoholic drink in over 2 days.
This is pretty major for me.
I would usually have around 6 RTDs and a bottle or 2 of wine a night.

I have also avoided using for the past 2 days.

I think i am proud, but its so hard!!
I want to keep it up but its hurting me and i think it is too hard, and i am scared that if i let myself have a couple of drinks i will completely lose it and drink like there is no tomorrow.

But i am proud.