I don't know what mood I'm in. I think I'm about to hit a downwards spiral. I'm feeling sorry for just about everything, including just BEING. I am a drain on people around me, because I just cannot be happy. And I cannot pull myself out of this muddle.
My anxiety is going through the roof, but a bit concerned to take Klonopin as I'm already exhausted and it will make me even more drowsy (OK, i did have 0.5 mg...)
I'm just battling to see light at the moment. and I haven't had a trigger, I think I'm managing to fly below the radar...
My body and mind is just shutting down; and I feel so emotional. I don't know what to expect next.
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller"
Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified
Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn
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