aw its ok wepow. you did the right thing by e-mailing your T. I knew he'd reply and make you feel safe. keep going, keep reaching out to him, because you KNOW he makes you feel better. you two can work through this new change with his office and work so that you feel like you are equipped to handle hte world. go back and read all those amazing posts where you have felt so connected with your T. or your own tender advice to other people struggling with their therapy. you can do it. we are here for you.