I will see him Friday - he is "making" me go. I don't want to call him right now. I am sorta sitting in my misery and just being blue. I will get through it. I just have to allow it to be whatever this is - which is total stink right now. After I am done with the processing, I will be happy again. It is nothing against my T - he is being great - as always. I just sometimes hate the universe as a whole. And today is one of those days. I am mad at the world and that is "OK" :-)