I was basically shoved to the outside last night after my father called and said
"Mom and and are coming over... we have something good to talk to you about." uhh... ok.
My insiders then forced me out because my parents scare them. LOL
So my folks come over and sit me down and drop a bomb shell.
I will never forget those 5 words for as long as I live.
"Your have a half brother on your dad's side"
I swear I almost went ... but then all I could do was and say "I have a brother... I have a brother!" It was the most incredible feeling in the world. Ever since I was little, since I was an only child due to my mom's inability to have another child, I dreamed of having a sibling. And now... almost 25 years later, I find out that I always had one!

I don't think it has fully sunk in yet. I'm still at the "no way! this can't be true" stage
(even though I have seen pictures of my brother and nieces... I AM AN AUNT!!! )...
I don't think it will really sink in until we get to meet him.
I have no idea when and if that will happen.
My parents said that they haven't even talked to my brother on the phone yet.
They have just emailed a lot and had a few phone conversations with his wife.
(omg! I have a sister-in-law! Sorry, I just relazed that)
He is really over-whelmed by it all (which is understandable)...
I am just hoping and praying that everything works out and I can
meet my brother and his family and hopefully become a part of their lives.

Wow... I am rambling 90 miles a hour. Sorry... I'll stop now.

This is how I feel.