I think I always knew where I got the negatives from.. but well I am and wont blame my mother for being what she is and who she is (which is a wonderfully supportive person!).

Probably the reason this hasn't come up before is that I don't want to place balme or talk badly about anyone.

Lilleth.. you need to put the big stick down too LOL it takes time.

I have been trying to learn that I am a worthy lovable person for nearly a year and it has it's ups and downs.