Hey Midnight_Soul...welcome back, we missed you.

So much for you to have to deal with...I hope you find the peace you really deserve. Getting to see your children, even for a few days, is wonderful! I went through a similar situation with custody many years ago, and I learned to appreciate the moments I had with them. Hugs is right - suicide isn't the answer. There are too many people in this world who would have a big whole in their hearts if you weren't in their lives. Just try to remember that it is a permanent solution for a temporary problem. Lots of hugs..
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Put the hammer down, keep it full speed ahead
Better not look back, or you might just wind up crying
You can keep it moving, if you don't look down" - B.B. King
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