Screw my Dr, he put me on meds and promised I'd be okay, instead I believe the effing lies my brain has been telling me for two months! EFF this, I dont wanna get into it, but Ive been believing a LIE, that's why I'm delusional, cos even with the facts in front of me, I STILL believe it, b/c somehow I know better, like I have some God-given gift of frickn special knowledge or something! Seriouslah, Screw it. I'm so over this kak, I'm quitting my meds so then at least I'll know why I'm SICK in the head!