Jexa, it is frustrating I know - the whole thing of being at a certain place in therapy where you are able to feel a certain way in a safe way. Able to feel open and vulnerable and get the healing words and actions you need to carry you over until the next session. Oh how I get that!!!

And then all of a sudden to have the emotional IV stopped !!!! To no longer be able to access that medication !!!! To have something you do NOT trust (yet) that is now supposed to sustain you until you see T again!

Sometimes I think the whole universe has a SICK sense of humor about this situation.

I understand because that is the way I feel right now inside about my T changing offices. It is not a new T the way you had happen (OMG you are SUPER strong to deal with THAT one!). But I know the pain of needing that T-time and that medication - and then having the prescription changed on you!!!!

Big hugs!