You guys are all just so awesome!! I keep reading your posts over and over and over. Thank you so much!!!!

Well, I am still angry and hurt. But that is still OK. I am just letting it be what it is. I still do NOT want to see T today but I will go. I am learning that my emotions do not have to dictate my actions. For me, this is a big thing to learn as I come from an abusive family where actions were the direct result of emotions at all times.

My T in his wonderful email yesterday asked me to look for the rainbow to this storm. So I think that may be my rainbow.

Also, last night I found a new Citrine stone in my new bag of rocks (I am a rock hound). It is one that is round like the sun and very beautiful. It is supposed to remove negativeity from the environment in a slow way that is like sunshine. And it never has to be cleansed. .... So.... I think I will take that in with me to T and see if he wants to let me put my sunshine stone in a place in his new office with him (he has bookshelves). It may sound silly, but I think maybe if I know that MY stone is there with him that it will help me to not be so angry and hate that place so much?

IDK. Just thinking.