I've been there and understand the delusional thinking. Maybe try writing your delusional thoughts out, so you can try to better understand them and where they are coming from. Don't stop taking your meds cold turkey, b/c TRUST ME, that does not help with the delusional thinking. It tends to make the situation worse. This too will pass, just be strong enough to make it through. You might not think you are strong enough, but deep down we all are strong enough to make it through the rough patches. Please take care of yourself during this time.